Salam U Alaikum,
I wrote this couple nights ago:

Time only told me of my mistakes
Little did I realize my misfortunes
Were just the trick of God’s game.
I wish I knew it and believed it.
If only I could accept it.
But I am wrong, and I’m unthinking.
Misconstrued, self-deceiving.
I cannot lose a winner’s game.
I cannot be defeated.But my ego is no royal flush.